Let's start over. Again. If it's a mess, it needs tidying up. Right? But sometimes it's just too fucking big of a mess and you should just throw the whole thing away and be free of it and start anew. This is my blank slate. And now I can think clearly.
I'm not a very good friend. I'm a pretty shitty friend, in fact. It's not that I don't care about other people - I do, deeply - it's just that being someone's friend absolutely drains me. It's easier to just not have friends; it's less stressful if other people just don't like me very much. … Continue reading Hearties
I was on the brink of ...something. I don't know what it was but I was so close. Overnight, everything changed. That's not to say that I had some wonderful revelation, however. I just had to grow up very quickly. And I wasn't ready. And I panicked. If I could change it all, I would. … Continue reading Uninterrupted fallout